I so sorry, Taylor. Please don't feel like you are being punished for getting pregnant. Remember that some of life's sweetest blessings can come from struggle and uncertainty. You don't have to have all the answers, and you don't have to be pressured into making any decisions right now, today. Take the time you need to breathe, relax, and just be. You are a wonderfully strong person, whether you feel that way right now or not. Just take a moment to acknowledge that about yourself and your journey.