We had another match. We thought we were going to be parents to our little baby girl on September 27th as the birthmom that chose us had her baby girl then via Caesarean...we were not at the birth but we received pictures so we were able to see her... we were going to meet her the following Saturday (she was born on Thursday) The birthmom decided to keep her (which of course is her right/we totally understand)....it just ripped a little bit of my heart & my soul out... it all felt so right that it was going to happen for us this time.... I was finally going to be a mom and hold my little angel.... and sigh and smile.... and smile... and smile...
How does anyone do this?? How do I protect my heart???