So like any normal birth parent, it's not easy... "giving your child away" being looked down upon for doing what's best, and trust me it's hard to trust another family to take care of something you've been working on for 9 months. My son has not only been growing inside of me but growing on me as each day I realize I love him more, I feared PPD and I asked my doctor about it last week telling him it was not a topic I was comfortable talking about in front of the adoptive mom who is at each and every appointment with me.... So I had to pretend this week that everything was fine and dandy, but how was I supposed to break down crying in front of her? Its hard enough for me to admit I need help to a professional.
Its stupid and prideful I KNOW... but ?